A God Day

It has been 6 months today that my husband, Charlie, died. Needless to say, it has been an upsetting and sad day. Recently things have gone from bad to worse in many respects, but God!, as the saying goes.

God is always working, mostly behind the scene so to speak, for our good because as believers we are His children. We don't realize how many times each day we have been protected from some calamity or harm in some way; we don't realize how the right thing shows up just at the right time; we don't see just how much God is working behind the scene for our behalf. The week has been a manifestation week, where " help me God, please", has become the tangible answer, " I hear you and am providing for you what you need". He is Jehovah Jireh, our God who provides for our needs always. It just melts my heart when He answers in such tangible ways. It truly does remind me that I am not alone, my Father in heaven is always right here with me. It has truly been a God day indeed. At least five prayers have been tangibly answered and I could not be more grateful. When your bills are behind because you no longer have 2 incomes and the help is provided you know without a doubt that it is Abba coming to your rescue. When you are so very low on food and your child calls to see what you need from the store when it's not their normal store day you know it's God. I was literally thinking how can I get what I'm out of with not enough money and I was asked, " what do you need from the store"?

I truly am missing my husband so badly and am very much depressed. I still cannot get used to the title of widow and not wife anymore; feeling very much alone & unloved. Then God shows up and says, " I've got you my daughter ; I see your pain and your need". It is days like this that keep me going. 

It has simply been a God day all around and I am grateful, feeling so very loved.